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But I also have GAD, panic and derealization disorder. Also, my depression is somewhat delusional. No hallucinations though, but delusional guilt.

I don’t have a problem with Ritalin, and lots of people say Ritalin makes them anxious. It seems to calm me down.

I wonder if the stimulation with Wellbutrin is different from the stimulation from Ritalin?

I’ve read too much crap on the web about people’s bad experiences with Wellbutrin, like feeling derealized and panicking and having a sense of impending doom, etc.

I really don’t need any more of that. I’ve got it without meds. I wonder if I should just not experiment… Argh! I want my ADD and depression fixed!

I was going to start on 150 XR tomorrow morning, but I’m really scared and panicky already. Prolly not good. I’m pregnant, so can’t take a benzo with it.

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I am wondering if there is anyone else out there, what struggles they have had, and what solutions they have found.

So for the first couple of weeks tbh Concerta was not really working out that good for me, I just felt relaxed but within the last week I can really feel it, Its great and so much more pure than Ritalin (imo).

Anyway,
When having sex in the evens, I find that orgrams last 5x times as long and that I don’t feel to come right right down once i came…..
But wow, I was like there for 20 seconds unable to move, man it was great !

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:thankyou: Concerta

The report will be sent to the school today or Monday, at the latest.

Sounds like this is a good thing for my case, right?

what about you?
I gave in to ADHD and my other bunch of defects, I can’t think clearly and concentrate and function. nothing at all, I’m paralyzed.

what can I do?:(

It freaking gives me anxiety but works great for depression though. :umm1:

I consider myself as someone with above average intelligence, and in my 4 years of college I managed to pull off a 3.5, with very little focus in and out of the classroom. I only used Adderall during finals weeks. I studied business and psychology.

Up to present day I have steadily developed OCD (more O than C), which seems to get worse each year. One theory is that it’s to help me compensate with my ADHD, and the disorganization it causes.

Surprisingly, I’ve always been pretty happy, especially today. I’ve lived with my GF for almost 3 years, I’m in graduate school (light semesters) for accounting, and I work in the oil and gas business. I also spend quite some time writing and producing music. However, I’m still haunted by my inability to focus with all of these tasks.

I take Adderall 1-2x per week to help me get through all the To Dos I neglect the other 5-6 days each week. The problem is it makes me very irritable so I smoke marijuana (prescribed legally) to make me nicer, winc Adderall can make me very temperamental.

Marijuana in itself has adderall like effects for me in that it motivates me (even with no stimulants). It doesn’t provide the same level of focus that adderal does, but adderall doesn’t seem to provide the level of motivation I get from marijuana. Also, marijuana helps with the creativity I need for critical reasoning and also for writing music. Both of these substances however, seem to enhance my OCD, leading me to spend way to much time organizing or on arbitrary products that distract me from my main tasks.

So I’m stuck in this spiral of self medication, and now I’m considering cutting back on marijuana and attempting daily use of adderal. I’m also considering adding Wellbutrin in the mix to help balance me out. This is my main purpose in joining the forum. I will take what I am offered here and present my conclusions to my Physician (I don’t see a psychiatrist).

Thank you for your help and sorry for long post.

I consider myself as someone with above average intelligence, and in my 4 years of college I managed to pull off a 3.5, with very little focus in and out of the classroom. I only used Adderall during finals weeks. I studied business and psychology.

Up to present day I have steadily developed OCD (more O than C), which seems to get worse each year. One theory is that it’s to help me compensate with my ADHD, and the disorganization it causes.

Surprisingly, I’ve always been pretty happy, especially today. I’ve lived with my GF for almost 3 years, I’m in graduate school (light semesters) for accounting, and I work in the oil and gas business. I also spend quite some time writing and producing music. However, I’m still haunted by my inability to focus with all of these tasks.

I take Adderall 1-2x per week to help me get through all the To Dos I neglect the other 5-6 days each week. The problem is it makes me very irritable so I smoke marijuana (prescribed legally) to make me nicer, winc Adderall can make me very temperamental.

Marijuana in itself has adderall like effects for me in that it motivates me (even with no stimulants). It doesn’t provide the same level of focus that adderal does, but adderall doesn’t seem to provide the level of motivation I get from marijuana. Also, marijuana helps with the creativity I need for critical reasoning and also for writing music. Both of these substances however, seem to enhance my OCD, leading me to spend way to much time organizing or on arbitrary products that distract me from my main tasks.

So I’m stuck in this spiral of self medication, and now I’m considering cutting back on marijuana and attempting daily use of adderal. I’m also considering adding Wellbutrin in the mix to help balance me out. This is my main purpose in joining the forum. I will take what I am offered here and present my conclusions to my Physician (I don’t see a psychiatrist).

Thank you for your help and sorry for long post.